[UUPoly-L] Question

[DeafRaven@aol.com]

Has anyone experienced being polyamorous for 7 years  or SO and then after 
losing someone find themselves facing whether or not they  should continue being 
polyamorous only because they are tired of the time  management issues? 
 
Im back in graduate school, raising a 3 year old son  alone, 2nd wife died 
last march from CF and 1st wife lives in MN and we are not  together anymore 
(just friends) 
 
Now at school again in DC Im meeting women who know of  my past with being 
poly and asking me if I would consider being monogamous to  just one woman and I 
find myself thinking "well if I were to agree to be  faithful with just one I 
could do it as long as I dont deal with women getting  jealous" I actually 
find myself considering a relationship with just one  (although my inner being 
rebels just a little at the thought and wants the  option to have a 2nd) Im 47 
years old and want to be in love again but not at  the expense of giving up 
who I am but at the same time I dont want to lose  a chance to be with someone I 
really like or fall in love with. I seem to feel I  have no problem being 
with just one woman if she can keep me happy in bed  (making love a few times a 
week) but I have to wonder how long it be before I  feel restless or if I met 
someone else I liked and find myself wishing I were  with another who might be 
polyamorous like me?
 
Do I make any sense?
 
Any thoughts?
 
Johnny
 



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